You will have no problem asserting yourself and ending unhealthy relationships with no regrets! You are being more sensible in your energy expenditure today, and you are starting to re-establish a greater balance.
Get closer to the warmth of your home and family, real friends and your roots. This will counterbalance your fantasies.
The movements that occur among your family members are in your favor, be persistent.
Advice from people with more experience would be helpful for your usual methods and strategies.
You distrust when there is no reason to distrust. It's not your instinct telling you something, it's the fruit of your fears. Your challenge is to overcome these suspicions to achieve your goals.