Put aside your fixed ideas and you will get out of an unpleasant situation without much effort. The quiet force is dominant and you will be happier. Focus fully on your relationships, that's the way to go.
You are going through a period of intense reflection that will allow you to take stock and reorient yourself.
Your new acquisitions, some of them unusual, will give you new perspectives on life.
Don't be so hard on your colleagues. There are some things you have to do yourself.
You will be more relaxed, but still feel an inner tension. This will prove that the questions you're asking are starting to pay off... And that's just the beginning.